Friday, December 18

I'm still alive


     Still nothing, no one has replied, can everyone else really be gone? I have good news, and I will write this last post because maybe you are there but for some reason you can't reply. I can't even fathom the multitude of reasons that could be the case. If you've been waiting, put your worries to rest, Saxon and I are fine, and we found people... Jesus, we found people! I'll explain, but I had better start from the beginning.
     My last message was on Friday, October 9th 2009, I mentioned that I was heading into Belcourt, ND. If you recall, my cabin was several miles to the north, we did go... and things rapidly spun downward from there.
     The morning after my last missive, I packed my bags with the basic necessities, and headed out with Saxon. We left a half hour after dawn. I spent weeks, searching the surrounding area there were no cars in good enough condition to get us anywhere. So we were going to walk. It left plenty of time to get into Belcourt, to the police station, and loot it. I had had enough waiting, enough not knowing. I figured if people came back, I could make up for it later. So with plenty of daylight to spare, some rations, a change of clothes, and several small equipment items, we were on our way.
     It took us nearly four hours to reach the edge of town, it sounds far, but believe me it was march farther to go on foot. It's strange, I used to search the forest for the sound of footsteps. Believing that with it would come the relief of this solitude. Now, however, stranger noise makes me jump, and I have this bad feeling in my gut like somethings wrong. Saxon feels it too, he never roams more then a few feet from my side.
     We got to the edge of town, it was daylight, but there were no lights on. Just wreckage, the same as I saw on my way out of town the first time. I grew up in Belcourt, so I knew where I needed to go to get to the police station. Saxon and I stopped long enough to have a snack, we sat in a park outside my old elementary school. Figuring it wasn't wise to stay long, that feeling in my stomach wasn't going away, we started moving again maybe ten minutes after we sat down.
     The streets were empty, the cement made it easier to walk quietly, we took alleyways as often as possible. The whole time all I could hear was the screeching of the wind, and the sound of birds. No people, hell there weren't even any bodies. You would think that would make me feel better... it didn't. All I could think about was the corpse of that dog Saxon, and I, found in that trailer park. Of the strange teethmarks, the ones that looked like they belonged to an ape. But no primates swung from the power lines, there was no sign of anything other then the normal wildlife of the forests of North Dakota.
     It was around noon when the police station came into view, we approached it from the back. Avoiding both the open parking lot, and the street out front. The fact that there were several police cars outside lifted my spirits. Even if it was empty inside, the keys must still be there. Saxon and I had a way out of this place. But first things first, we had to check inside.
     Getting inside wasn't as tricky as I expected, I jumped up on a dumpster and was able to reach the lower rungs of the fire escape. It may have been paranoid, but I had Saxon crawl under the dumpster to wait for me. Better safe then sorry. I made my way up the fire escape, and to the roof. From there I was able to break the skylight, and drop down inside. The top floor was all offices, scattered papers and the smell of stale air, and dust lingered thick in the air.
     I was making my way downstairs when I heard something. A shuffle of... feet. The shocking realization hit me, dropping me into a cold sweat, I wasn't alone. I ducked down, using a desk for cover, and waited. I saw the shadow before anything else, it was human, and the shuffling sound was growing louder. My heart pounded, threatened to burst out the front of my chest. If asked in that moment, I would have admitted to being positive that this approaching person must have been able to hear it. I laid down, to peer out from between the legs of the desk. A man, a cop, stumble into the room. He reeked, like in all this time he hadn't been able to find time to shower in all the weeks since everyone disappeared. I couldn't see his eyes, his face, just his legs, and that strange stuttering gate. He stood in the doorway, as if he was waiting for something to happen. There was still broken glass on the floor, the presence of someone was obvious, what was he waiting for?
     Time seemed to slow down, I didn't know why I wasn't just standing up to explain that yes I had broken the window, that I was sorry, but I didn't realize someone else was here. I didn't, I stayed flat on my stomach where I was, waiting for this stranger to say something. To call out into the room, to demand that I show myself. There was nothing, but the yawning silence, then he started to move forward. The scrap of his shoes on the carpet, the slight vibration of his steps, I was on high alert to react to whatever was about to happen.
     He came around the desk, I tried to move around so that he couldn't see me, but I wasn't quick enough. I was in the process of getting into a crouch position, when he came around the corner. His eyes were sunken, and his skin was a sickly blue green, like he was rotting from the inside out. I would have scream if I hadn't been so utterly shocked. A moment later, it lunged at me, mouth wide, breath rancid, teeth coated in yellow film. I scrambled backward, tripped and fell flat on my back.


     The cop fell on top of me, once again I sucked in a breath to scream, but he landed hard on my chest and it knocked the air from my lungs. His teeth clicked next to my ear, I bashed him across the face with my elbow. His teeth grazed along my skin, but under the influence of my adrenaline rush I barely felt it. The blow knocked his head to the side, and he snarled. Actually snarled at me, as if he were some sort of animal. I just froze, shock took me at that moment I think. The pan, the creature, on top of me snarled again, reared back, opened his mouth, and came in for the strike. I didn't do anything, I just froze, and time seemed to slow down again, he came in for the bite, and a moment later there was a blur of gray and black.

     A ferocious growling erupted through the room. Saxon, with bits of glass still in his thick fur, had come out of nowhere, and had his teeth buried in the creatures arm. It didn't seem to be in pain, it just made a sickening sort of keen and moved to bite, only this time it was my best friend it was going for. Finding my courage I picked up one of the wooden desk chairs, and smashed it across the creatures upper back. It didn't break like they always do in the movies. No, it held it's shape for a second and a third strike. The last time I hit it one of the legs cracked it in the back of the head. There was a sickening pop, and it dropped like it had been shot.
     I checked Saxon over, his muzzle was bloody, where he had jumped through one of the downstairs windows. He had rescued me, I shouldn't have been as surprised as I was, he had always been my protector. I got us out of that room as soon as I could, locking the door from the inside before I closed it. Whatever that creature was, it didn't seem very intelligent. I should have taken it's gun, but I just couldn't bring myself to remain there any longer then I had to. Not to mention I wanted to bandage my elbow, which was starting to sting. Once we got to the main floor, I was able to locate a first aid kit. I cleaned my wound, and bandaged it. Then I set about rinsing out he few long cuts Saxon had gotten when he broke through the glass to get to me.
     Once we were bandaged, I started searching. Turns out that electronic doors are a fantastic idea, except for when the power in the city fails completely. I was able to just stroll into the storage room that held all the police vests, and weapons that had yet to be assigned. Pistols, shotguns, and enough ammunition to make me almost feel safe. I took the time to look outside, gauged that perhaps only fifteen minutes or so had passed since I first broke the skylight. I took most of the guns, and all of the ammunition and loaded them into the nearest police car. I found the keys for it in a bin near the front desk, they were even labeled with the number for each car. Before we left I nabbed several extra empty gas cans, and loaded them into the back too.



     It was on my last trip that I noticed movement out of the corner of my eye. There were more people, and they were shambling across the parking lot. Saxon growled, and I realized that the same sickly smell of overripe fruit and rotten eggs was wafting into my nostrils. Whatever they were, they were the same as the creature upstairs. Their clothing was stained with blood, and their skin looked waxen in the sunlight. I whistled for Saxon, and decided to just leave the rest of the supplies. For the second time in half an hour adrenaline hit me like a hammer between the eyes. I slammed the back of the car closed, and ran around the car to the drivers side door. I had to whistle a second time to get Saxon's attention, he didn't want to move, intent on standing between me and what was coming. It took a third whistle, and calling his name to get him to turn and jump across the drivers seat, into the passenger seat. I dropped down into the drivers seat, and closed the door with more force then was necessary. I shoved the keys to the ignition, and prayed with all my might that the engine turned over. The purr of it was the most beautiful thing I've ever heard in my life. I dropped it into drive, and peeled out of that parking lot like the devil himself was on my tail. We left the creatures far behind us.
     As we maneuvered through the city streets, I was very careful, the last time I was behind the wheel, everything had gone wrong. By one thirty we were out on the interstate, and leaving Belcourt far behind us. As we drove, only stopping long enough to change the bandage on my elbow. The skin was growing red and irritated, despite my continual  attempts to clean it. So I used the first aid kit to clean it a second time, and put on a clean bandage. An uneventful four or five weeks later we were approaching the southern border of Texas.  I saw a sign painted across a billboard. It read, “All hope is not lost, we are here.” A long arrow pointed to a side road, that exited the interstate and led toward a gas station. There were several more signs along the road, and foolish or not I took them. Saxon and I finally pulled up to a barricade. I saw figures moving around, people approaching, and I itched to pick up one of the firearms to make sure that this time I could protect myself. But these people didn't shuffle, they carried weapons, and they moved like they had a definite destination in mind. I rolled my window down an inch, and kept my hands on the steering wheel.
     One of the figures came forward, a woman, and she asked me a lot of questions. Wanted to know where I had been, how I had survived. I told them everything that I have just told you. They asked me if I had been bitten, or scratched. I lied, I told them that I hadn't, and they believed me. I don't know why I didn't tell them, I guess I was just light headed at the fact that I was among real people again. They let both Saxon and I inside, and told me that they would explain what they knew about what was happening. First they wanted to let me get cleaned up. I got a shower, and they gave me some food. They left twenty minutes ago, to go talk about where I would be staying. I'm currently using the computer in the office of the gas station they have taken over. But as I sit here, I get more and more sleepy, I've broken out into a sweat, but I can't seem to get warm.
     I don't know when I will be able to post again, I would say more but I am getting so tired. My muscles ache from earlier, and Saxon is looking at me like somethings wrong. My elbow is throbbing, I should clean the cut again, but I'll wait till after this meeting. I have to go... If you read this don't lose hope. There are people out here, you are not alone.

-Jeri, and Saxon.

Friday, October 23

Nothing of Use Nearby



Friday/Oct-9th-2009

I wonder if all this solitude is having some affect on my mind, I don't feel any different, but do you realize your going crazy while it's happening? If I'm not, it's only because Saxon is here with me. It doesn't matter where in the cabin I am, he stays with me. I think maybe he is a little lonely too, he misses all our friends that used to visit almost as much as I do. His barking and unease don't seemed to be getting any more or less frequent, but I still have no idea what sets him off. It could be any time of the day or night, and he will just start up. I recognize it as his warning bark, but we haven't had any unexpected visitors. There are still animals in the forest, and occasionally when we're outside I can hear the geese honking as they fly south.


It's getting colder, and the trees are beginning to thin out. Due to the way the weather is changing we have dedicated our time to finding a vehicle. Another week has passed and I haven't had any luck finding a car, at the nearby houses, that suits my needs. Several pickup's, which sound like an even better idea, but none of them are in good enough condition. Their all farm trucks, I want something that is going to protect us if we're attacked. I know it seems like I'm being over cautious, but I would rather be wrong and not need it. Then be right, and not have it. I think we're going to go into town to the local sheriff's office, and see if we can't pick up a vehicle there. I don't know if the glass is reinforced like it is in the movies, but I know that the police cars will at least be sturdy. I believe they have a Dodge magnum, I've seen it around town. Or at least, I did before everything went crazy. I haven't been back in all these weeks, but it doesn't look like we will be given any other choice. It's either go and find out, or stay here and never know. Wish us luck!

With Hope
-Jeri

Home Sweet Home


  
Friday/Oct-2nd-2009


Hello again, despite my attempts to make contact, there has been no answer from anyone. All I can do is keep trying. Last time I talked about making some changes to my home, in order to make it more secure. It took me nearly two full days to get my windows boarded up, and my doors reinforced. The good news is I feel much safer. After some planning, I figured out a way to set up the boards on the second floor, so that I could at least get some natural light while I'm inside. I also have a great view of the area, so while I'm upstairs no one can sneak up on the cabin. On top of replacing the doors, something I only know how to do because my father was a carpenter, and he taught me a lot of tricks when I was younger. I added several steel bolts to all the doors, the wood I added made them heavier, and a little harder to open. However anyone trying to get in by force is going to have a much harder time. I hope and dad are alright, they live in the south and I haven't been able to contact them.

Saxon seems on edge sometimes, but I haven't seen anything that would make him nervous. We don't go out at night anymore, that feeling of being watched has only grown stronger in the last week. I think the body of that dog we found may have decomposed enough that occasionally he can smell it on the wind, it's the best idea I have, because there is nothing out in the forest. I'm still no closer to figuring out what sort of monkey those teeth imprints came from. The radius is small, too small to be anything larger then a chimp. If an animal did escape from the nearby cities zoo, it can't be the only one. What else could be out there?

I still haven't seen anyone, and the Internet and phone still aren't functioning properly. No return emails, despite the many I have sent out to everyone on my address book. Everyone can't be gone... can they? After my weeks of scrounging, I've finally stored up enough food to last Saxon and I for several months. It seems now all I can do is wait, and make plans. Next I think I will look into finding a jeep, something with four wheel drive, and some gas canisters so that we don't have to stop often once we're on the road.

With Hope
-Jeri

Thursday, September 24

Things just keep getting stranger and stranger.





 Friday/Sept-25th-2009
I raided a nearby trailer park for canned goods, and non perishables. I would feel bad about it, but I still haven’t seen anyone. The unsettling feeling from the empty town to the south is lessened, but even out here it’s like I can hear the ballad of its silence over the singing birds, and the occasional deer.  The lot had maybe a dozen trailers, a tall chain link fence surrounded the property, but the front gate was wide open. A strange feeling lay thick in the air from the moment I entered the trailer park, it crawled down my throat and rested like a knot over my heart the entire time we were inside. Saxon was with me, and he also seemed unhappy to be there, as if the sense of unease affected him more severely. Occasionally as I rummaged through the remains of the trailers, he would whine anxiously or growl, but despite my admittedly casual investigation, I never spotted a source for the bad feeling that seemed to have taken up residence in the trailer court. There wasn’t much to find, some cans of food, a few bottles of water. The real prize was the extra generator, and a can of gasoline. I will have to find a way to transport the generator, but the gasoline I carried with the food and water that I found. I also got nearly fifty feet of rope, and I found a tire iron leaning against an old green car with no tires. Never hurts to be prepared, so I took that too.


It wasn’t until we were heading back home that we discovered something that I am at a loss to explain. The entrance to the trailer park is on the north side; just within the entrance a black pickup truck was sitting near a double wide trailer. I didn’t happen to glance behind me when we entered, if I had, I think we would have just turned around and searched elsewhere for supplies. Lying in the dirt was the body of a dog. It had been killed, but save for a few teeth marks on it, it was mostly whole. Further inspection left me baffled; the marks that scored its short tan coat were definitely from teeth. But the bite radius didn’t look like any animal I could immediately identify. Using my phone, which still has no signal, I took several pictures. I didn’t want to bring the body with me, for several reasons, none of them pleasant.


We left after that, I was nauseous, and uncomfortable, like someone I couldn’t see was staring at me. Once we were out of the gate I closed it, and with a bike chain that I barrowed from one of the absentee trailer residents, I wrapped the chain around the metal grating of the fence and locked it. Saxon and I beat feet to get home, making it in half the time it usually takes. Even though I’m almost positive there is nothing to be afraid of  I’ve locked my doors and windows. I haven’t seen anyone in nearly three weeks, but it made me feel better. I almost wonder if I should take extra precautions and board the windows permanently closed. At the moment my curtains cover them, but the thin fabric is a laughable suggestion as a barrier against anyone that wanted to get in.


I spent my evening researching the bite marks that I found on the dog, the crescent shaped mark dont fit for any breed of dog, wolf, mountain lion, or bear, natural to the area. The closest thing that I could find that matched the bite radius was an ape. Obviously there are no apes native to North Dakota, my guess is that if there are no more people then perhaps one escaped from a zoo and has made its way here. What other explanation is there? Honestly a part of me is afraid to know, I think I will board up my windows tomorrow.


How long was I unconscious? Where is everyone? There have to be people still out there somewhere. I will give it another week, if I still haven’t seen anyone I may just steal a car and drive to the closest city, anything is better then not knowing.


With Hope
-Jeri

Friday, September 18

Is anyone out there?




I got home almost a week ago; it’s taken me this long to get the power in my house up and running again. I live out on Belcourt Lake, if there are still people out there to read this, my coordinates are latitude 48.8753 Longitude -99.7492 If you can’t reply, but can somehow read this, come find me. I still have no idea what’s going on, or where everyone is. I had to get here on foot, no buses moving, there were cars crashed into buildings, twisted metal frames left on the road. No bodies, no people, no sign that anything violent happened while I was unconscious in the hospital, recovering from my accident. The silent town was unsettling, so I avoided it, and cut through the forest to get home. Saxon and I have walked the paths through the forest around my cabin for years; it was a small matter of finding familiar ground and following it. At least in the woods I could hear the birds singing.


Saxon was okay, more then anything that made me feel better. My four year old beloved malamute, with his charcoal grey markings was no worse for the wear after a couple of days without food. I gave him an extra helping of food to make up for my absence, and he seems to have forgiven me. Forgive me for rambling on, but this at least allows me to feel like I’m having some sort of human connection, even if no one ever answers, some memory of me, some record of what happened, will continue to exist no matter what.


Talking like this is starting to depress me, I think I’m going to take Saxon for a walk, maybe I’ll set a few snares for food, the idea of heading back into the empty town doesn’t sit well with me. I’ll explain about hoe I got the generator working and the strange sight at the edge of the lake the next time I can connect; assuming of course that the entirety of the internet doesn’t go down between now and then. I still am unable to access my email, or any of the other major websites. Please, if you find this, if your out there, answer.


With hope
- Jeri





Monday, September 7

Where is Everyone?




Monday 07-Sep-2009

I... I’m not sure what’s going on, but I figured that this was my best bet for finding out. However I can’t seem to access a good portion of the internet, I can’t get to my email, or to any of the places where I could normally contact people. Is anyone else having this problem? Honestly I’m astonished that this place had enough electricity to power up this terminal, I should get this put out quickly, or it may not get out at all. The lights keep flickering, and I don’t imagine I have much time before the power goes. The depthless silence that seems to have taken up residence in place of the hospital staff is creeping me out. Thankfully the sun is high in the sky, that’s something right? The wall clock in my room must have run out of batteries it still reads the same time it did when I woke up twenty or so minutes ago. The few digital clocks I’ve seen are just an ever changing jumble of numbers. Maybe it has to do with most of the internet being unavailable. No cell phone signals either, at least not that my crappy phone can pick up. This place is desolate, everyone’s gone… If anyone is out there, and reads this, please, please let me know what’s happening, hell just let me know your there.

I’m in a small hospital north west of Belcourt, ND just south of Belcourt Lake, on road BIA 7. I was admitted last night around eleven thirty, after a car accident. I had stopped at a four way intersection on my way home after work, and there was some sort of power surge. The nearby street lights on either side of the road exploded like fireworks. A taxi slammed into the back of my Buick, shattering the peaceful night with the sound of twisting, grinding metal. The other driver didn’t even stop long enough to see if I was okay, the jerk. I hit my head on the steering wheel. A little later on I woke up, still in my car, in the dark, and with a terrible headache. The power on the whole block was out. My cell phone was working, thank God for small favors, so bleary eyed I called 911, but they didn’t answer on the first try. I hung up on the busy tone, and had to call back twice before I got an operator. The ambulance seemed to take a really long time to get out to where I was, and while I waited I listened to the banshee’s wail of sirens as they went off all over the city. Once I arrived at the hospital it took nearly a half hour to get in to see anyone, all the doctors seemed to be burdened with a stack of patients, the emergency room was packed. Maybe the power surge wasn’t localized to just the intersection I was at.

My name is Jericho, and I am alone inside a public health building. It wasn’t until I noticed the flickering lights, and the stopped clocks that I got up to figure out why my nurse didn’t answer the call button. It didn’t take me long to realize there was no one to find; no doctors, no nurses, and no patients. It’s spooky, like everyone was evacuated, but no one bothered to wake me up. I have to get home; I have to make sure Saxon is okay.

Figuring it was better to be safe the sorry, I started searching my room for possible tools, or something to protect myself with. I’ve never been an overly paranoid person, but it doesn’t take a psychic to figure out things had taken a turn south. I found a laptop, with power cord, in a black bag next to the other bed in my room. Along with the clothing I was wearing last night in an adjacent closet, I nearly cried at the normalcy of laying my hands on my smokes, and my trusty Zippo. I also found my car keys; though the keys are useless the accident ruined my car. In the bathroom I found a hair pick, a can of hairspray, and some basic cosmetics. I know I shouldn’t take things that aren’t mine, but if I find the owner I’ll return them. I have to remember to call the insurance company once I get out of this. I pray this strange absence of people is only local to this area; I have to get out of here. If there is power once I get home I’ll check back, please if anyone is there say something… Anything.

With hope,
-Jeri